I wish some days had a redo button or maybe it needs to be an undo button. Either way, I'd like to go back and reclaim my day and make it not sucky. Because, frankly, today was a sucky day.
I can handle stress in one aspect of my life but not in all aspects of my life. Yes, I'm that over zealous person who thinks they can do EVERYTHING. So now that I'm faced with change, turmoil, drama, and just a shit ton of work, I'm feeling stressed and overwhelmed. But I don't dare say anything because then I'll be marked as a complainer or someone who can't handle their work. Either way, I'm screwed.
I'm a crier. Always have been. It took all my power not to burst into tears today, multiple times because of all the stess. Unfortunately, I couldn't even have a good old fashioned cry after work. Why, because shit needs to get done. I did shed a few tears but it was short lived and I was back to reality.
If only I had a redo button so I could be more bold and outspoken on things that down right piss me off.
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